Feelings.

I'm thinking about nothing

My head isn't full of anything, but even so full of everything.

I'm afraid...

I'm afraid of wanting too much.

and then there are things I didn't expect they were true...

But they are getting my truth.

I want to hide what I feel,

      but it's turning stronger than last time.

Things are changing as I haven't waited...

What I want,            

                      I shouldn't want.

What I can,         

                            I shoudn't be able to.

What I should,            

                I shoudn't...

And I just hope...

And, today, my smile isn't smiling for me...

I'm sad without knowing why,

                                       or knowing, but not wanting to know.

And I just hope...